Wednesday, October 21, 2009

What color's the skyy today?

Whats up yall....

Ya know, if the space you dwell in is chaotic (sp?)...then your brain will be cluttered as well. So I'm working on clearing my space. I'm a minimalist but there's a lotta SHIT in my room. Well, I just have it organized wrong.. Its really the clothes and the shoes... I cant deal with this ish... I've done a pretty good job so far of cleaning and putting thangs where they need to be. I was telling my friend the other day that I need to find me a domestic wife... Ya know, to cook and clean for me cause I eat horrible and cleaning's not my strong point either. But she gotta be a fake domestic cause anyone thats with me will be bringing a CHECK in the house.. LOL

I'm listening to the first movement of Mozart's 40th... Don't look at me side-ways. I can listen to classical. It ain't exactly for pleasure, my music professor's giving 50 extra points if we can sing it. I'm tryna get some points dig? Mozart was talented tho... a true virtuoso. His piano concertos? SICK!

Yall, I overslept today.. Those are bad for my mental.. I never get all the way up if I'm pushed outta my sleep and don't have time to lay there for a min after I open my eyes ya know? So after class I come and take an hour nap.. I had to sing today so I had to drink an energy drink... Now, I used to drink these faithfully but I had to quit cause that shit will make you twitch... LOL, my mom also told me to stop before I had a heartacttack at 25. So, the empty can is sitting here and I'm looking at at the lable.. It has Guarana AND Ginseing in it... No wonder I was jumping so much tonight....  I can't fuck with Guarana no more... and I forgot that I've been having anxiety issues for the past two days.. I had to take a walk down the street to make sure it was all outta my system..

Not gonna do a long one tonight kids.. just gonna leave you with a few more thots...

You don't start loving until you've loved a flaw. A perfection is easy to love so our ability to love isn't tested when its on something desirable. We are truely tested when we love something that might not be ideal. India.Arie was onto something when she said "Even the things I don't like about him are fine with me... cause its not hard for me to understand him cause he's so much like me..." To me she was saying his flaws are cool, cause I got 'em too! Its about loving WHO you with not the LABLE they can give you. I've learned that lables dont mean shiiiiii....

Also, don't base your happiness on a person... cause that's just basing your happiness on a host of imperfections. I'm slowly learning to find happiness whether you're here or not. The world gonna keep on turning... I told my friend to base her happiness on whether the sky was blue or not.. cause thats always true! Message!

Well, I gotta put the baby to sleep...

Song of the Day:. "Break You Off" The Roots <-- thats song is soooo sexy.  Yall like D'Angelo or Musiq's version better? I think D fits better cause of his smoove voice.. but Musiq's falsetto does somethin for the track too...

Ubuntu, yall.

-C

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