Alright folks, lets get serious for a minute.
Yall know how I feel about the truth even if it means showing my weakness. I recognized that I'm very blessed and I'm thankful but at this point in time? I'm not happy. Hell, i'm rather angry if I get real honest. My writing will reflect this and for that reason it has to go into my notebook (not the world wide web) for a while. I'm not trying to play the victim. Hell, I can't play one... cause I AM one.
My goal is to get my mind right and my heart empty by my birthday, I refuse to be sad on my 7300th day! (Do the math)
I'll be back in less than a month.. Hopefully a week's time.
They tell me hate is just confused love. My love is REAL confused.